And that smile that costs me so much to forget. A unique smile that bears the seal of your lips. Lips of enchantment, of wet potions where hundreds of kisses forged: divine kisses.
You have changed. There is more skin in your breasts. More confident your look and it shows you have matured.
I shouldn't look at you like that, it's not prudent; But, how to avoid not returning to your hips, remember how many times I shook your body and attracted you with my hands.
It is inevitable to review those intimate games when we alone imitated Utamaro figures.
God! How long I wanted to see you again, and here you are ...
Each one has made his way, in his own way, to his fate.
We talk ... We talk about nothing, words go, words come, the same old questions. Meanwhile, I, unfolded in an almost forgotten character, think about what those last days were, hours after hours a fixed idea, as if thinking about you was going to avoid losing you ...
Now you're leaving ...
How to ask an impossible for you to stay.
What are the exact words not to compromise my pride, how to save my composure so as not to discover myself as the child who is scared to feel that he has been left alone.
How could I say it!
If you could guess what my eyes say: Don't go!
However, the minutes are up, your departure is imminent,
it only remains to face your absence again.
If I could ask time for time so that this moment never ends.
If I could ask silence for silence so I wouldn't hear you say the inexorable goodbye that will end our meeting.
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Lugh Landrus
Venezuela
August 2014
A very gentle poetic piece that conveys a complex experience when the moment of separation comes: the charm of experienced intimacy changes into sad farewells, maybe even forever, color tones when you can still reach out and hold your loved one, but there are some deep barriers inside you, to do it and even to say a word, and only in your mind will the same thought sound loudly: "You go not" ...
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